1. 小女孩
很羡慕小女孩,她们能在得不到糖果时大哭,自然就会有人去疼她们.我快19岁了,不是小女孩了…却希望那个1被删除,大声说我只有9岁!那么我就可放肆的得到我要的东西.
笑?是咯…灰尘也笑我,笑我太天真!!呵呵..
2. 为什么是我?
或许我该学下那<一公升眼泪>里的女主角,含泪问医生为什么是我…呵呵…从小,我就没什么快乐的童年,除了读书,就只有钢琴…没洋娃娃,更没熊公仔…或许是酱,导致我男子头的性格,还曾想变男生呢!
那天男友逛衔看到一个超大只的熊公仔!我好喜欢,就难得的撒娇(真的是once in a blue moon)的说要,啊…他的回应竟然是很狠的说:"毛毛,不可以!!"…
哇唠!! "PLANG"一声,我心碎了!!
呜呜…. T.T …为什么是我…臭鼻子…臭鼻子… >.<
3. 不想长大
SHE有一首歌,是酱唱的
:"我不想,我不想,不想长大,
长大后世界就没童活…
我不想,我不想,不想长大,
我宁愿永远都笨又傻…"
我小时候没童话,
皇宫不是我的家,
更别说拥有很多娃娃…
从没想过王子来我家..
即使酱,我依然想念当时的我,
我不想长大.
4. 妄想
长大很辛苦,身边朋友说不要哭,男友说不准哭.我不可以服输,也不能屈服,只能像中了毒,拼命把苦往肚里吞.就算忍到花儿就快枯,我也不被允许哭…
长大真的很辛苦,可是我没别的出路…
看了这套戏,很感动..也哭了..
这就是所谓的…不能说的秘密吗?
你也有不能说的秘密吗?
请你诚实的告诉我…
我怕我会接受不了…
这几天情绪都不稳定…
唉…
部落格都不知要写什么了…
你如果喜欢我,请告诉我…
不喜欢我,也请你告诉我…
睡得不安心,索性起身温习功课.时间正是凌晨三点.我才睡了..有三小时吧!!
开机,收到的尽是你满满歉意的信息…
是的,我们又吵架了,你没说对不起,因为我说过很怕听到这一句.
临睡前的怒气及伤心,都由疲惫代替了…
醒来时只感觉到一阵的无助,气消了些泪也干了.
我只想问个清楚,却因怕你不够睡而叫你快去睡..
你一句"随便你",成为了炸弹的火源地,炸开了整块安宁的土地.
我的泪又决了堤..雨滴也不留面的滴…
洒向地,却刺入我心…
我们都坚持己方,气氛被我们搞得僵,谁也不想这样..
你说每次下雨都代表你当时的心情,我又何尝不是?
到最后我先低头,而你也解释清楚…
我现在才知道,当初你选择放弃教篮球队,是为了有时间陪我..
这次我又哭了…非常感动也觉得非常可惜,篮球是你的生命咧!!
你这只大笨猪!!!!!!!!!
火山爆发后,火岩也开始平息,雨开始停…
吵架..到底是好是坏?
我以为是好的…至少..这让我能更了解你,也搞清楚一些事..
以后别再酱了..
也许大男人真的很男人
少了点风度
还是不承认
有时候错的并不知道
错的不想借口只是直接一天说
有时候女孩没那么小孩
心里的无奈也需要点关怀
你就是那大男孩,而我就是那小女孩…
Today i din go to skol, bcuz i’m havin "red eyes" (duno wads da scientific name for it)…it’s a bit pain, n whole eye is in red…it’ll jangkit to others n dats y i absent.
haha…it must b me who is over hardworking doing revision!! trial is cuming, i’m so so worry n it’s jz left bout 2 weeks to it, i’m so scare dat i cant get a satisfied result in dis trial. if i cant get gd result in trial, hw can i imagine wad result i wud get for STPM??
stress, stress, stress…dats y everyday i "stick" v those buks..jz like a professor…hoho..i think i hv to get a pair of specs, n it’ll luk more like professor, haha….
now d eyes d turned red liao, mayb it’s a sign to ask me hv a rest, haha…but i’m so stubborn, i dun wan rest, still doing revision.aiyoyo..ppl vil change de mah, i noe i was a lazy student, but bcuz of my future, i hv to really hardworking, really hv to force n push myself liao!! i’m dat kind who dun wan lose, i like to win oni, dats y lah…kekeke…
dis sunday i’ll hv performance at Putrajaya…aiyoyo…hope my eyes vil co -op v me lah..5 5 recover lah…T.T
If u’re hepi n u noe it clap ur hands!!
clap clap clap… ^^
haha…i think now i’ll kip clapping it non stop!! yesterday went to sunway v my deardear, walao..no nid to pay for da ticket (cuz get it free from my uncle), n get fun for da whole day!! v went out from 10.30am den reached home at 10.30pm..walao yeh!!!12HOURS!!12hours v’ve been together leh!! long time din bcum like dat liao after our NS…so, i’m so so so hepi today..let ppl scold but still can smile to da person, wakakakaka… : p
i finally get my "BAO BEI" liao..which is yellow in colour, a small doll which is very cute n quite hard to b found (cuz i nvr seen it b4)…hehe… : ) walao..i’ve been suffered for 8months 16days to wait for dis "BAO BEI" leh.. T.T fil extremely hepi when i get it from my deardear.. haha…
hmm…den today wOR..bcuz our music club AGM suddenly postpone, so our ss family decided to celebrate Weng Kit’s burfday ..it’s past d actually but still wana celebrate v him, HEY, WENG KIT, say THANK YOU to us ah!! haha…he’s one of da choir member actually..n oso da person who i like to "play sound" v him, wakakaka…
walao…really laugh until "XIAO" liao.. ^^
now i’m hugging my BAO BEI, writing dis blog…wah…bahagianya~~
当你的吻印上我的嘴,就算喝无糖咖啡,我也甜入了心扉!! *^^*
these few days hv so many things happen..but dey r all around my frens..is dat bcuz da weather make it happens? i duno..but fil like…everybody likes to cry in these few days…hoho…
sum of dem, i’m not sure y dey cry bcuz in my opinion, dey r all very 坚强..uneasy to cry in front of ppl…but dey all cried in front of me. haiz…y did it happen? jz hope all of my frens vil get better very soon after dey cried..n..i hope myself wun b influenced by dem, i hv to b hepi, if not, who is going to cheer up dem??
haha…i choose 2b my frens’ 开心果!! CHEER UP!! my dear "DIN DIN", "SOR SOR" n "NGONG NGONG"…
原来…坚强背后都是泪,喜欢选择用泪发泄,需要的不只是一秒的安慰…
