我想……在那路途中，我有经过。
我想……在你心中，我也是经过。
不见了焦点，
我找不到终点。
指南针，
掉了针。
不知道自己一直在期待些什么，
不知道自己一直在寻觅着什么。
你的微笑，我看不到了。
你的样子，渐渐模糊了。
你的声音，我记不起了。
你的身影……就算只是背影，也快消失了。
我被逼放弃，
那需要很大的勇气……
不想说那是痛苦……却又称不上是甜蜜回忆……
这该怎么样才行？
或许，我经过你的家……
或许，我经过你身边……
或许，我也是很理所当然的经过你的生命……
不要经过，我不愿自己是个过客。
无止境…
……真的好想坚持到底……
As I’ve said before…I’ll tell my timetable…
And here I am…
can see how busy I am…
MONDAY
12-1pm Alto sectional practise
1-3pm Choir
3-5pm Choir (Soprano and Alto)
5-6pm cello sectional practise
8-10.30pm Orchestra
TUESDAY
10-12pm Multimedia
2-4pm Aural Interaction
4-5pm Aural skill
9-10pm cello
WEDNESDAY
8.45-11.45pm Music awareness
12-1pm Piano
1-2pm Lunch concert
2-3pm Music language
5-7pm multimedia
8-10.30pm orchestra
THURSDAY
9-11am music language
11-1pm aural skill
4-5pm aural interaction
8-9.30pm wushu
FRIDAY
11-12pm aural interaction (LAB)
3-5pm pertanian dan manusia
my piano practise time haven’t fixed yet..see…geng leh~
haha…i wonder whether i’ll have enough time to do my revision and assignments or not…anyway, i need to finish all it…
haiz…
must be very tough and strong le…strong physically n mentally…
jia you, gambateh >.<
jz wana leave my shout out here…
da time is packed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i nid rest!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ngaum….
p/s: vil tell my timetable later…den u’ll noe y m i shouting here…U’s life isnt dat easy s u all think…
i’m sure u’ll get shocked when u guys noe my timetable…ho ho ho..
it’s very HORRIBLE…./.\
i’m nw in da computer lab of UPM…writting my blog here..
i hv many things to say bout my life here.der’s one word dat can describe da situation in UPM..dats—HELL…
s v noe dat every skol o university vil hv orientation for da new students n it’s nt strange to everyone of us..it’s nt strange for me bt i never thought dat d orientation can b so "horrible"..
it’s da 2nd week i’m in UPM n today is d oni day i feel dat i can rest well…
i never hv enuff time to slp, rest n eat starting from da day i came into UPM..da timetable is poorly managed…v hv to rush all da way to those activities n ceramah..
i duno y r dey arrange da timetable like dat…it’s still ok for me cuz i tot it’s jz for a week n after da week, i can rest well n concentrate on my studies. Bt, i’m wrong.dats jz da beginning of da HELL GAME…
v hv Kolej (hostel) orientation on da 2nd week n it makes me goin to b MAD.
wad dey r strongly emphasize here is RESPECT…
i swear i do respect all da seniors, i swear it. bt dey jz say it isnt enuf, i duno wad shud say liao.. it’s nt dat v berlagak n sombong bcuz can get into University…
bt wads da truth is, sumtimes when i mit v da senior, i greet him/her bt dey jz ignore me, den…is dis called RESPECT?
dey kip on saying v shud respect seniors, den hw bout juniors?
is dat when dey scold us like dogs barking called RESPECT?
v DO respect dem, den do dey respect us??
kip on asking us to memorise seniors’ n staffs’ name…den hw bout dem?
do dey really noe our name o do dey really noe dat v r their juniors?
everytime kip on saying dat it’s easy to memorise da name..BULL SHIT!!
dun say to memorise, dey cant even read correctly chinese junior’s name according to da name list..
owiz say dat v r mahasiswa mahasiswi d…dun tell me dey cant read those chinese properly!!it’s ABC oso…dats wad i’m angry v…
things which v shudn’t do, v din do..bt wad i find here is, seniors said kenot wear singlets o pants which is higher than da knee, BT, everyday i kip on seeing those seniors wearing sexy walking from their room to da toilet…OMG…
everyday say v got nth to show off…legs nt NICE, TAK TAU MALU KE?
ya..v tak tau malu ah, den hw bout u those seniors? TAK TAU JAGA MARUAH KE??
i really cant stand on it!!all da BULL SHIT!!
things dey say v cant do, dey still do it.HNG!!!hw r v these juniors goin to follow u those seniors??
i still remember a question dat senior asked us, "apa yang kamu dapat atau belajar sepanjang minggu orientasi ini?"
i can totally answer u "V LEARN TO BARK AT PPL JZ LIKE U BARK AT US, V NOE DAT V CAN BREAK DA RULES WHICH V SET IT.."
n dats wad i get from dis 2weeks of minggu orientasi.
scolded us duno hw to manage our timetable.ok…let’s c.
d early morning, u wake me up, jz to do those stupid LDK activities, i learn nth from it n it’s very boring.
den v go to clas, class end at 5pm, den hv to rush bek jz for riadah at 5pm.nite, after class, still hv to gather at da hall to hv LDK activities again..
i duno wad r da use of those activities…if v reali wana mix, v’ll do dat!!!
jz s u all seniors said, v d grow up, nt a child oledi.
v noe hw to manage our time very well…our time table is fully set, dun even hv time to rest n y dun u all jz bertimbang rasa a bit?
v noe hw to manage our timetable, da time v nid rest, u ask us to go for activities n it’s compulsory!!!!DAMN!!!!!wads da use of those activities?
is it more important than our health??
everytime kip on saying v duno hw to take gd k of ourself, i ask u, stupid!!
who is da one who owiz dun let us rest earlier n kip on barking??
who is da one who kip on filling our rest time v activities?
who is da one who say kenot bring kettle bt ask us to drink more air masak?(v get water from water cooler)
u all said got sum PU oledi sick bcuz of us, u PU oso kenot tahan, den hw bout us??
r u all strong enuff to guide us?hw r v goin to follow u all since u all never set a gd example for us?
v arent here to get those soldier training..
v r here to STUDY!!!
v r ur juniors, v r jz normal human, NOT A ROBOT!!!
c…wad a poor management..
dun ever stay in KOLEJ KEDUA, UPM!!!!
those seniors r mad!!dey r reali crazy!!
i’ve fade up…
